Blog Posts

  • Self Reflection
  • ADHD
  • Autism

How Could I Not Know I Had Autism?

I'm 51 and I finally got frustrated enough with the miscommunication, pretending I was something other than me, and not knowing why that I turned my problem solving mind on itself. Through my research... [read more]

  • Quantum Physics
  • Poems

In the Loom Like a Knot

In my study of quantum mechanics I am constantly inspired by the deep connections I see. I've been deeply emersed in learning and a poem has been coalescing in my mind and I want to share it with you.... [read more]

  • Quantum Physics
  • Science
  • Render State Cosmology

Determinism vs Free Will

In working on my conceptual model of the universe (Rendered State Cosmology) I've come to the conclusion that free will isn't just an illusion, it's a specialized form of deterministic algorithm. It's... [read more]

  • Filament

Synchronous Timing Hell

HELL YES! It was worth staying up most of the night to learn this and find the solution. This side quest was epic! But I rolled a natural 20 and slayed the dragon. I'm working on a form at work in @fi... [read more]